Despair

I wish to disappear so much...

It used to be my greatest fear; to disappear from your life completely, from your mind... But now I long for it. I wish this had never started, because falling in love is not good for someone like me, who is not meant to be loved.

Oh God, I want so much to leave; it'd be easier for everybody, even for myself, but I still have this determination that just won't allow me to see the truth.