A Vampire's Lament

I am the walking dead heartbreaker

my apologies

I'm happy

you'll never understand what it's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass

I can see out, but no one gets in

Screaming at the prison I've locked myself into

I'm sorry that I'm still breathing and that I'll Kill again

but the loneliness is too much for me to handle.

The taste of fresh blood pushes me on.

I told myself the constant pain could ease the tension, the burning inside

But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks

I will die here alone

I will die

The fear of romance.

The pain of living.

The joy of sorrow.

The strength of forgiving

God help me... I'm so tired...

but in my dreams the wolves eat out my soul...

God help me... I'm so frightened

but in my dreams the wolves tear out my heart...

I used to be golden, a saint in a time of sorrow

but then the turning came and I kissed the sun goodbye...

don't you get it? it's always darker in my eyes,

the screams of my brothers egging me on.