Resolutions in my Sleep

Why, why, why?!

I want to (actually, I need it) but I can't... I can't do it on my own, I need some help.

I tried, but I couldn't. I don't know... maybe I should try harder... or maybe I shouldn't try at all; maybe this time, my chance is really going to come... what if this is the one? why not? after all, it's got to be sometime... it just has to.

Giving up to expectations and looking for a reason to live ends up being a reason to live in itself... In the end, it all returns to nothing. In the end they all return to someone; in the end you return to your desitions and indesitions; in the end, I return to no one...