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Memories...

Memories of a dead time have been dancing all around my head for the last couples of days. Memories of daysin which I was worse; memories of days in which I now think I was better... how can it be that one minute I'm thinking that everything's fine and the next I'm asking when there will be an important change in my life... a change for good. Yeah... I guess that's what I've been needing... Yet, there's something I don't understand... am I supposed to go and make that change happen? or do I just keep on waiting?.............................................. God, how I hate when my head starts spinning around like this; I don't even know where I am anymore. I need to let go of everything for one second. I just wish I could stop thinking,
listening,
feeling,
breathing......

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Let's create that fake smile with the tears we've refrained for so long...